All right...here I go!!!! I am not quite sure what I am doing or why I am doing it, but I thought I might try a blog out for awhile. Either it is going to quite boring and not only will no one read it, but I will stop writing in it; or it is going to cause trouble. Hopefully I am completely wrong and I will be able to write something inspiring that younger women can learn from. I think that is my goal here. I thought and thought and thought about not just why I should start a blog...but if I should. And I figured out that with all the things that I have been through in my life and all the things that I have learned, there has to be SOMEONE in the world going through the exact some problems and looking for an answer. Maybe I have the answer and maybe I dont. All I know is that God has not told me what His will is for my life yet. Sometimes I am very impatient about it and I know that is NOT the answer. The answer is to wait and listen. And in the mean time, I am just trying to serve the Lord in any way I can.
My health does limit me to some things that I can do, but I try to be as active in the church as possible. I am a helper in Sunday School with one of my best friends Katie as the teacher. I would'nt change classes for anything. I love all of the kids very much. But some of them will be going into the next class this coming school year and I will miss them very much. I try to keep the church clean but its hard alot of times to do. When I am not able to my husband David tries to take of it for me. Then anything else that I can help with I try to do my best with.
The thing that is real heavy on my heart right now is my mother. Tomorrow (April 3rd) she is having a very serious surgery. They will be cutting open the back of her neck and working on her spine. We are miles and miles apart from eachother and I fell helpless sometimes ...no...worthless because I am not there for her. You will hear me talk about her more than once, but the amount of pain and suffering I have put my mother through and she just stuck by my side the whole time. She has never once thought of herself...only me. I love her very much and miss her terribly. That is all for now...one my mom is through her surgery I will be able to think better and I hope that you enjoy what you read.
Yay for Cinny! Now you need to follow my blog too! :) And I'll be sure to keep your mom in prayer!
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